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Your words are deadly weapons.
killing me,
destroying me.
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March 26th, 2005 at 10:42am]
[ mood | crappy ]

^new LJ, add me.


March 24th, 2005 at 10:18pm]
[ mood | eh... fat ]

A lot has happened lately, but I can't seem to remeber any of it. Except I went to Red Robin's today with abby, sara, regina, chad and devan :) twas great fun. I also changed my layout. I did all of it by myself. It kinda sucks, but oh well. I love FFTL.

I want to go to the Legion with Regina, but i'm sure she's not up for it. So I may go with Sara, she said she wants to go. My brother will be there, it should be fun to see him and Runaway Sorrow.

I am going to hangout with Chad all day tomorrow. It will be our last day together till summer.

i'm so effing bored, so that means it's survey time...Collapse )


pointless. [Saturday
March 19th, 2005 at 12:45am]
[ mood | giddy ]

I'm excited for the Cuddle Party, but Chad might not go. =( It's not a cuddle party without Chad! *crys* I want to see the Ring 2, but I kinda don't feel like going to the movies. I want to go to the barn show tomorrow. Except nobody I know is going.

um... I got a new icon. It's QUINN. Isn't he beautiful?


March 18th, 2005 at 2:51pm]
[ mood | pudgy ]

I think Chad and Stephanie and possibly Sara may come over today. That would be fun. I'm on the phone with Stephanie right now. yee! She said yes. I called Sara earlier.... and she didn't answer, but I'm pretty sure she's home. So she must hate me. ohwell.

Meh. today was boring. I have nothing else to say except I want to go to the mall. I always want to go to the mall.


someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to the church [Wednesday
March 16th, 2005 at 3:29pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Okay so today I am going to hang out with chad after my doctors appointment. Sounds fun. Although I hate doctors more than anything in the world. meh. I want to rent Saw because the movie was the best movie in the whole world.

...because I love survey'sCollapse )


March 14th, 2005 at 5:17pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

I made a new layout jusy now, all by myself :)

asldkgjshgdfkj i love the fucking used.


a 1000 bodies piled up [Sunday
March 13th, 2005 at 2:20am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

The best day of my life. The day Bert and Quinn kissed. the day I saw Gerard. The day I saw Frank Iero. The day I realized I had fallen in love with someone I don't even know. The day... um yeah, just click here for some fucking hot shit!Collapse )

11 CMNT.

and on the last day he stood tall and he yelled, and he took his life [Saturday
March 12th, 2005 at 12:53pm]
[ mood | my throat hurts :( ]

A quick little post about last night...

IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING.... to say the least. I don't even know where to begin.... Senses Fail sucked... so did Killswitch Engage. So I went to go buy a shirt and then UnderOath came out so I ran back to my seat and got some hot pictures, and jammed a little bit. They were really good, they played A Boy Brushed Red.... Living in Black and White and Reinventing Your Exit. Two amazing songs. Then I finally found my mom and told her to wait in line and buy me and Chad our sweatshirts/shirts. And since she's so nice she did, she was probably waiting for about 1 hour in line for the merchandise.

I like me some Detroit!Collapse )


March 9th, 2005 at 2:54pm]
[ ] hang out with me?
[ ] go see a movie with me?
[ ] make a move on me during that movie?
[ ] hug me?
[ ] hug me a lot?
[ ] kiss me?
[ ] total suck face action?
[ ] use your tongue?
[ ] dance with me?
[ ] be alone in a room with me *gasp*?
[ ] go on a date with me?
[ ] take me to dinner?
[ ] take me to your place?
[ ] sleep with me? (no sex)
[ ] cuddle with me?
[ ] burn alive with me?
[ ] sing in a car with me?
[ ] grind with me?
[ ] play strip poker with me?
[ ] play piddidle with me?
[ ] caress me?
[ ] ask me out?
[ ] please me in more ways then 1?
[ ] let me kiss you?
[ ] have a fling with me?
[ ] be there for me?
[ ] bring me around your friends?
[ ] give me a massage?
[ ] buy me stuff?
[ ] show me attention in public places
[ ] take me to the club
[ ] hang out with me more then 2 times a week?
[ ] miss me?
[ ] enjoy being with me?
[ ] have crazy sex for 64645363836454 hours?

Fill that out bitches.

10 CMNT.

March 9th, 2005 at 1:09pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Wow, take a look at Quinn's body!

Moving on, I am home and it's like ... 1.
I walked home.
I hate school.


March 8th, 2005 at 3:48pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Oh my... I think my brothers emo band Runaway Sorrow is playing MCR I'm Not Okay in the basment. But i'm not sure, if it's supposed to be it sounds like crap.

Anyways, I hung with Chad yesterday :) It's good to have him back. We went to Barnes and Noble with Regina and Sara and ABBY. Then ran to Petmart and REI to hide from Sara and it was funny. Then we went to Applebees and and it was hillarious, Regina told the waitress it was my birthday so she brought us free milkshake! We also bought a sampler. It was yummy.

The Chad came to my house, i'm sure he thought it was boring, just like it always was. He bought 2 fish at Petsmart and left them at my house on accident.... and.... one of the fish died! I sware I didn't poison it! I didn't poisen my guinea pig either!

Right now Cooper and Sara are at my house....
I need to get out of here!

I want to go to the mall with Chad and Regina and Abby and Sara but everyone's mommys are being mean I guess you could say. Only Abby has a ride.


I'm bored.


March 2nd, 2005 at 3:17pm]
[ mood | pudgy. ]

Battle of the Bands tonight, eh?
My brother will be performing with Runaway Sorrow.
It should be hot.
I am going... with Abby :D
If she doesn't not call me, again.
Maybe someone else will go with us.
Regina, please go... I will give you a Mt. Dew :D

thats all.


11 CMNT.

i admit, i'm just a fool for you [Tuesday
March 1st, 2005 at 9:39pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I'm having some trouble breathing right now.
I'm crying right now.

My guinea pig....


and don't fucking harass me about never feeding it. I did feed it. That was just a joke.


this is the way i would have done things [Tuesday
March 1st, 2005 at 6:01pm]
[ mood | blah ]

snowdays suck.

oh my god. Chad is comming in 4 days. 0.o

I got a new layout. Frank is really hot.


February 26th, 2005 at 1:34pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So it's Alpine today. Is anyone going? I doubt anyone will reply before the time comes. I bet no one will even go. But this is the last time so everyone should go. But sara's not here, she's at a wedding.

I'm bored. My brother and 'Runaway Sorrow' woke me up this morning at 11:00. I like to sleep in so the day seems shorter. It's going to be a long day.

I ended up going to the stupid show my brother went to and performed at and it was so gay. They.... sucked. My dad made me go. It was major boring butI guess I had nothing better to do anyways.

The concert is in 12 days. oh my god.
Chad comes in 1 week or something. oh my god.


i'd rather stop now if you won't open up [Wednesday
February 23rd, 2005 at 9:34pm]
[ mood | blah ]

blah blah blah blah...
I have nothing to put in here.
Except Regina got her hair colored.
And I am thinking about getting mine colored to.
I talked to my mom she said it was okay.

But nobody cares about that stuff
so I will shut up and go to bed now.

The concert is in 15 days.


February 20th, 2005 at 7:22pm]
I just found these. I think they are pretty funny :D


round we go, round again in circles [Saturday
February 19th, 2005 at 1:57am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Oh my god, I can barely breathe.
yeah, so my mom finally bought tickets. She is going to be on the upper level while Chad and I are right next to Quinn <3 and Bert <3 and Gerard <3 and oh my god it's going to be amazing. I am going to be face to face with Quinn and I think I am going to be speechless and he is going to this i'm retarded. And then I am just going to start to laugh uncontrolably and he is going to think I am even more retarded. Maybe it's a better idea if I don't meet him.
I have to get my digi camera fixed before the night comes.

It's 2 and I can't really sleep right now.
I am going to be up all night.


February 18th, 2005 at 1:23am]
[ mood | ......... ]

nobody ever posts in my journal.
please post.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

[x] Best memory of me.
[x] Favorite thing about me.
[x] What's the best thing you've ever done with me.
[x] What's my best quality.
[x] What's my worst quality.
[x] Describe me in as many adjectives as you want.
[x] If you could set me up with someone who would it be.
[x] Name one band i like.
[x] Name one thing i wear.
[x] Name one thing i love.
[x] Name one thing you think i should have.
[x] Say one fact about me.
[x] Write your honest opinion of me.
[x] Post this on your journal

if you are bored


February 17th, 2005 at 2:14pm]
[ mood | gross. ]

I will admit this week so far has been fun. I thought it would suck because I can only hang out with the same 2 people pretty much for the whole break because everyone's gone. But it has been fun.

Sara and Regina stayed the night at my house sunday night and again last night. We went to the mall and went to blockbuster. After the mall closed we went to dinner and it was hillarious. Sara is the funniest person I know. It's freakin hillarious to watch her fake cry. omg. When we were at the mall we all sat around in these little chairs in a circle and we tryed to 'connect with the lord' I guess you could say. So we all prayed.... then Cooper pretended that the lord took her soul or something and he let her 'see the heavens' and then sara yelled, "IT JUST GOT BRIGHTER!" And it really did, the lights seemed to become brighter only above our heads. It was amazing.

Also, I got to see Saw. I really liked it, it was good.

Now I have nothing to do today.
I'm bored.
I feel fat.
I eat too much on breaks.
I need to shower.


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